Letters

I keep sending letters to my sister Lizzy and I hope she understands what I am going through. I tried not to show that I was still in pain. Even though I wish that she knows what I am going through, I do not want to make her feel worried. I feel like I have nothing inside of me; as if I could not show or express what is going on in my heart. I want my sister to know that I am trying to be my normal self again.